Today's the day!im going clubbing..haha hope it's gonnna be fun!and poor bessy!she's still sick i gues..38.3 is quite high..no wonder they think you have sArs..hahah..the cow is sick!if she joins us today it be good!but lets hope the doctor dont think it's anything...like serious or something..and jem brought 2 shirts for me..lets c..maybe i get cheryl,mich and tham to choose for me!okay!?? hahah!cooL..so fun to u know dress up really smart..yawnz..doin filling and falling asleep very sooN!brought lotsa stuff to work today cos im staying over at Cheryl's place..brought my toothbrush...perfume,gel,hair wax..wao...and a few t-shirts..yawnz...JEM DOTTED ME!!!she so did!using a marker...tsk!!that neh neh Pok..now i have a very nice BLue MOLE on my finger...tSK!okay she DOTTED me again!this time on my hand!ahh..im gonna be ugly..
Okay bloogy hell..blogger did something to my blog..it deleted everything i had on my blog..so im blogging again..was i said was i had like ahem 2 cups of instant noodles!dammit!!!im still very piss!!!!i was already ending liaoz!okay goos frabba! hahah anyway i jus mk the bloody thing short lahz..ohh n bess like have fever but she sneaked outa the house..if her mom finds out..she is basically fried..so yeah..ahah im making her sound as though she is some aerOplane..and ehr mom a radar scanner..u noe like spying on her kidna thing...hahah..so bess if yr coming well and good..we sure have fun and u can mk my hair nice nice!woohoO!btw i have good news! stace's blog is uP!!all thanks to my cousin VALERIE!!!! and u see those new colours added?!? yeah that's val's work toOOO!!! ThankS VALL! but the green thingy on my scrollbar is jem's idea..aint my fault...hahah! ORhBIT right...
CheryL'hey leong!i noe yr still not feeling any better and all..what i wanted to let u noe was u should try and look on the bright side of life..i mean u shouldnt concentrate on the worst things in life...like us..the famous 5..i'm not saying that we will make u feel 100% beeter but hey!we are trying..i noe yr the little jumpy fighter!! *sings* THANKS FOR MAKING ME FIGHTER!i got some leaves for you liaoz..so dn be upset alrighty!?Life's mroe than being in love...really..
Mich:hey mich!thanks agn yeah..i cant thank u enough..i noe your not feeling any better..but hey wad i can tell u is that the gay cum faggot potential aint worth yr time alrigh..u can cry yr guts out and he will not be there..he's a bastard for making you feel like that but in the end yr the fighter yeah..mihc..i noe yr situation is very bad..but hey u got me yeah..anytime u feel F**Ked up feel free to call me and talk yeah i b there for u..thanks for being there when i need you.. *winks*
---THIS IS TO EVERYONE ESP MY FRIENDS WHO ARE UPSET..--- [ i so will be there!]
--->Everytime you cry, Save Up all yr tears, I'll be your rainbow, When it disappears, Wash away your pain, Till u smile again, I'll be the one who dry your eyes, Everytime you cry....
10:31 AM In the words of jo
Thursday, May 15, 2003
This blog entry is gonna be short..and it's for michie! hey mich tanks for listening to my "crap" yesterday..u noe why i hafta say it's crap right?hahah thanks yeah and as for u..u shd stop putting your hopes on the gay..i noe easier said than done..jus try okay?i would help u the best i can along the way alright?!i noe u think yr crap and all..but look all of us know u r very unlucky but dont gie up on guys okay?there would be one somewhere on the small island of singapore waiting to be with u forever..if u dn get married it be just as good..marriage is not impt..happiness is the most impt..so mich..the famous 5 love u no matter what happens okay!?yr a great gal..and yr love life haf been a piece of shit..but it's just the trials in life that u haf to overcome..it comes as a blessing cos u would now be more cautious in the guys u meet yeah!n u wont fall for their sweet talks easilY! alrighty?!
--THIS IS FOR MY FRIENDS-- >A FIREND IS SOMEONE WHO BELIEVES IN YOU EVEN WHEN YOU'VE CEASED TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!
11:02 AM In the words of jo
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
Having instant noodles and thinking abt the horrible things in life..im eating noodles alone..jem overslept..coming in the afternoon..let me ask you..you want to let someone know but you dont want another to feel different..nvm..since my blogs are like seen by so many ,im afraid that i offend anyone..okay im like wallowing in self-pity..but i cant help it can i?i mean i have this "i want to cry feeling" not cos i really wanna cry but i just dont feel right..haiz..maybe it's PMs..i just so hope it is..if not i be driven to something drastic.. hahah..wad the heLL
Hero by mariah is a damn nice song..ahh~ okay just got some updated news, jem's not coming work today..she is going for piano..how lonely..i be so lonely..okay have GOOD NEWS to announce! Im going CLUBBING ON fri!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!my dad was liek encouraging me to go which is kinda ironic..and my ma only like said: 'better take care of yourslef" wao!being 19 has its advantage...noW -doubles crosses my fingers- hope my dad says okay with the staying over..!!yes and thanks jem for lending me your shirt..i wouLdnt know what to wear man!MAYBE GRAB some of my brother's clothes...
I think i know why people take drugs..it takes away your inhabitations..u feel kinda like aiya heck care..i have this funny thing about getting high on green tea and hey i was so happy just now..like i keep laughing aand all..so lame..i mean gen,shirlyn and val..they kinda light up my life for awhile..haha! ALRIGHT! i be meeting mich and leong again!but this time tham not coming..wad a bummer..anyway..tham the reason for me asking you if u doin info becos i want to pass you the "why georgia" lyrics..u wanted right?!that's the thing i dropped the other day!!HAHAH! okok...tonight mus remind myself to ask my dad abt the staying over thing! okay shucks..im running outa time..im speed blogging now..it happens when u r trying really hard to save $$!dammmit...urgh n im soo hungry i can eat a COW..sorry bess i hafta eat yoU! haha.. running running.... outa timEEEEEEE... okay DONE!i finish filling like in lemme c..15mins!not bad! i did 293 files today!all by myself *feeling proud* haha!gen says im egoistic!!issit true?! hmm...she says im like a guy..people must feed my ego..haha..hey mich n leong..im coming..
Leong:sorry i hurt u..i din mean to not blog abt u..but i din c u and all..i noe yr stil not alright..so im not gonna say how u feeling..all im saying is hang in there little fighter!!!u always is and always will be cheryl.. and leong..cheer up..the quote below jus tells u how much we all believe in you when u haf already lost faith in yrself..never give up anything in life..be happy..it's hard being happy nowadays..so jus indulge in chocs man lolli!haha!im gona mit u in like 30mins! cooL!hey u wan a big hug i can give u a big hug okay..but u mus get outa this soon..alrighty?the famous 5 will alwaz be here whenever u need us.. i cant wait till fri..so how my fashion consultant!?how shd my hair b done? *poses ard* n im gonna wear a white shirt with a sleeveless adidas shirt underneath!tham noes wad adidas shirt im toking abt..
michie:heyYY!thanks for showing me that you care..it's so impt to me..i mean i was so so so down and all yest and today..but im fine nwo..thanks..u sad to huh!?life sometimes sucks..anyway..i b see-g u and i can give u a big hug to..like i alwz do when i c u..lemme noe how i can help to mk u feel better alright?! *sings* I DO ANYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!i wilL!cya..babe!!
--THIS IS FOR MY FRIENDS-- >>A FIREND IS SOMEONE WHO BELIEVES IN YOU EVEN WHEN YOU'VE CEASED TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!
>>No matter how hard i try, Love just makes me wanna cry
4:40 PM In the words of jo
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
Jian dan ai..[simple love]..wao..if this is so possible i think the world would be so much more beautiful place to live in..and jay chou sings it so well..stacey was very sweet yest..she messaged me how she misses me and all..aww swweetie...hehe..im so praying hard that my mom allows me to go mad monks..i hope she allows! -crosses fingers reaLLy hard- i have never been to such places..it be a gd experience!!moreover it's a ladies kinda palce..so i wont anyhow offend an AH beng or smething..i be a good girl and sit there and look at the stars or something.. or maybe i can count it while stace and the rest go their usual dancing..haha then if jem drop by i can like at least have a company you know..instead of like ounting stars..it can be boring..now we are in the process of doing filling..okay we are slacking.. hEY mich!!! saturday..ohh man it was a horrid day..but im so fine now..thanks babE!!!!!!!!i didnt know who to call..then i just dialled stace number and hoped with all my heart she was at home..i think you were still out with leong at that time..
So yeah..im so very bored..me and jem's listening to jay's songs..sounds as though he had a very sad childhood!hmm and why is mrs tutU trying to hide from us when she is eating apple..not as if it's gold..but its wierd..ohh yeah finally saw how jaydee looks like..she gave me a big fat shock!!!cos i expected her to be like tiny and small size..maybe like bessy that type..then urm..she was much bigger in size..then she was staring at us..dunno hwy..either cos i gave her a sHOCK look or she thought we were joining cheryl..then maybe she felt that there would be no privacy..anyhow she did give me the WHY r you here and i dunno who are u look.. but anyhow she was different from the way i thought she would be..jem's coping jay's lyrics now..so we are slacking yet again...haha!just remembered a very ncie song i heard yesterday.. it's called "YOU"..it goes something like that "you make everything gd everything wonderful,you grace my day and heaven fills my view,lets forever sing...." wao!i wOUld sing it to someone one day..i so would..that would be the first song i sing to that person! ohh cheryl..cheer up okay ?me n jem did all we could to cheer u up... hmm wonder why that stacey never reply me..hmm...stace ah i have been waiting for yr reply since lunchtime..wad happen.. hmm today's gonna be a better day it so is..im gonna buy my dad's birthday present today!!and i think im goin to buy new jeans!woohoO!
hmm..im so confuse now..i dunno what to think and what not to think..i duno wads right and whats not right..urgH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!if i do this i be wrong..if i do that it be wrong too..shit i have a massive headache..and jem just screamed R u alright into my face im fine..just doing some routine reflection and think if what im doing is really right..haiz..i dunno..lotsa pple think im happy but in the end..they dont really know me..i hide it all too well..tt's why i cant be drunk..in case i blabber stupid things..u know things i kinda only tell god about..cos im confuse..haha the farni thing is i dunno what's god's answer...i must go figure it out..tell u im soo gonna fall into a deep depression..i so am.. DAMMIT...
Okay something cheered me uP!jem did it again..haha she sorted the forms that were meant to be checked and she thought she lost it..how corny!haiz..wads new..but it was really funny cos she argued with me that that pile were to be sorted and not checked..in the end i was right..jem jem.....
[--p/s sorry for all the typo..i dont check]
>>You make everything good,everything wonderful You grace my day and heaven fills my view,lets forever sing
4:35 PM In the words of jo
Monday, May 12, 2003
Email is one of the best technology invented..wad an opeing line..but hey becos of email..me and stacey are now communicating thru emaiL..u c..she doesnt have any form of internet connection except for microsoft outlook..so we decided to TALK THRU EMAIL..IT'S CHEAPER and well at least we stay in touch..okay we are mad but HEY~...jem's very sWeet today!she gave me a card to cheer me up!cos friday n saturday was 2 BLOODY day! but lets not talk abt it..i mean wads over is over..i dont wanna start again..it was just 2 SHIT yes i meant SHIT dayS!and STACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks for being there! i was linda at my lowest on saturday!and thanks for being there when i cried babe! yr the sweetesT! okay!..i on my nsn so tt any new mail that arrive would pop up on my screen!hehe!
OKAY something hilarious happen..we were talking about clubbing and jem starting thinkg and playing with her hair and it suddenly stood up!like as tho she was thinking so hard until her brain cells gave way..then it gave a an electric shock!HAHAHA..okay im stupid but it was funny at that time..hmm dunno why stace never email me back..i think she gotta ans lotsa phone calls..ohh well..the email thing has stopped for awhile! WE are goin to have cup noodles today!!!!!!!!yay!!!val's helping us buy!she took half day in the morng to settle some ngee ann stuff!then she is helping us to buy lunch!which is apparently instand noodles!!yay! munch munch!okay that's it..jem's offically the "clown" in our office..at least it aint to bleak working here..no no i dont work inna factory or something!but yeah..u c her hp rang n instead of talking to her speaker she went to talk into her hp earphones..hahaha how corny..i meant she tried to put in the earphones..when it failed she just treat it as a speaker and talked into it..hhaha jem's friend is like ehr..very like jamie!ohh yeah..but oh ma gawd she has a very high tech fone..u need some needle-like thing to press the fone..ohh gad,..i was like HAR!?ohh WAO..haha.. IT'S OFFICIAL!I GET HIGH ON GREEN TEA! very farni..i just get all crazy n do the dumbest thing ever possible..haha how lame of me...
ohh great i be meeting stace [not sure yet!],mich n leong!!!COOL!cant wait!now im jus rotting..gen n shirlyn have gone to the filling room and left me all alone to fend the dangerous world...ok lahz..the office..dammit..u shd be more excited can?my temperature today was 36.3!very healthy!im listening to jay's song..i think the slow songs are like much niceR!hope i can get my cardigan today!my pay was finally credited!YES!!!!!!!!!!! hahah!now i have money to spend!yeah babY!bloody hell!HOTMAIL'S DOWN!NOW I CANT TALK TO STACEY ANYMORE!wad the !@#$%!@#$%!@#$@@!!!! dammiT! okay finally at 4.30 im able to get to hotmail..haiyo!!!!!!!!!OKAY IM BASICALLY STUCK WITH JAY CHOU'S SONG NOW..TT'S ALL I HEARD THE WHOLE DAY!OHH MAN IM SO CHENA!!aiya..heck it lahz...ohh i gotta say this! IM SO SORRY JON!I FORGOT..SORRY..I JUS TREAT U TO THE MOVIE THEN!SHIT...*MUMBLES smthing vulgar*
>>Why wld you want to be the sunshine of other pple's life when being the moonlight is jus as gd for u shine brightly during the Darkest hour...
