omg..i pierce my bloody ear!how cool is that..thanks shirlyn,jem,val for being the pple whu made me do this u all r the first to witness it!thanks!
9:35 PM In the words of jo
Made a card for geneva yesterday..cos today it's her last day at work then i wanted to make something she can keep..used pretty alot of glitters...hope she likes it man..and my brother being so sweet helped me with the drawing..and he was very nice cos after he drew the turtle on gen's card i kinda fell in love with it..and so he drew another one for me..the bigger version of it of course..nice brother dont you think..ohh well today's a pretty good day so far..i mean had a good breakfast! MICH PASSED HER POLY EXAM!CONGRATS! so happy for her..and im the first other than her family to know...n im glad she made it w/o that bastard gay..mich it proves u can live w/o him!u go girL!im so proud of you!and yes good to hear yr chirpy voice in the morning...
Wao..just went to the police station at cantoment complex!It took my breath away..ahh~ ahahha...no no i didnt commit any hideous crime or something..i lost my access tag and so did jem..so we went there to make a report..in case some senseless people wanna rob things like breast screening files...or see boobs in those printing form...tt's dumb if they have the internet..so yeah..i mean internet u can just go to any porn sites and see until you're satisfied...was hoping to catch a glimpse of ASP audrey ang but oh well..think she's busy.. what a waste..i would really be starstruck....im so urm mad but yeah..being a police is what i always wanted and yeah it's like walking into my dream...wao..cannot take it....
OHh yes..geneva was so happy with the glittery card i made..she likes it alot alot..and it's good cos it was sheer hard work doin tt card..wao!okay now back to work......BSS..yues im back as the booby girl again..i have been transferrred back..darn it....now i have to rush through my files....played bingo again but this time we played thru computer...okay lemme explain...instead of shouting out the number..we type the number and all of us just u know shade out own numbers till you well bINGO! and yes naturally i WON!!!!!!!!!!!! whaha..cooL...
Shirlyn: whatever the problem is..pls pls dont ever keep it inside..i have alot of problems too..and i tried to keep it inside but the feeling was so horrible until i keep breaking down..n being in foul mood..so pls.. let it out to someone whom you think can understand you best and can help you with it alrighty!?if anytime u need me just call..just call...im jusy a phone call away..
CheryL:hey...urm yeah suggestive it is..it meant to be like that..haha it's up to you to think why i wrote such stuff..but oh well..hey sorry i sound sian okay..im just urgh....yeap m sorry i cant check for you sweetie..i will if i could..hmm yeah do tc of yrself tmL when you go zouk k..i know im naggy but i dont want anything to happen to you..n yeah my quote will always be suggestive man...u like?! *smirks* haha!
>>>Give a reason to believe
Say you're the one who will always be
Someone to have n hold with all my heart and soul
i need to know before i fall in love
someone who stays around
through all my ups and downs
i need to know
before i fall in love..
Boys or men or whatever homosapiens other than woman has no sense of urm what should i say..cow sense..you see..this morning..i was the last to bathe and so wao!how smart of my brother and dad..no more bathing soap then they still never let me know..so i went into the bathroom and take a nice shower..in the midst of washing my nice natural brown hair..then i went wad the !@#$%%^&!@#$%...no soap!dammit..then oh well..improvise..i used my shampoo as my soap..not too bad..except that now i smell of pantene..it's as though they pay me to advertise for their product..gad...how neh neh pok..so me being the nice girl..called my mom to remind her before bathing take some new bath soap in cos the guys never will..bet they will use soap powder or detergent if they have to man...i kinda was rushing so i didnt be the kind soul to refill the soap thingy..enough of that but i think most girls would agree with me that this happens in their own home too....
Hmm i know how come singapore so unhygienic..pple like Mrs tutu dig and leave her booger around.. and eyah then go one typing the computer with her booger on her finger...how gross can that be..what the hell..so urgh!jem's gonna come soon and she says she has stuff to let me know..i wonder what's so urgent..
alright..jem experienced a miracle..and as for me..im kinda happy too!i have been transferred temporary to the nice nice boss..i think she's called lIng li..very nice lady!whole day laugh..and she doesnt put on airs..and well she is paitent..thank god cos i didnt understand a thing the other lady said..i think she has bad explanation skills...
Anyhow..i have started on the new job..and well it's pretty TEDIOUS!my eyeballs are like gonna drop out soon..cos it's like looking into the comp till you like go into the comp or something...i think i need losta rest..or else my eyeball might just drop out man..then i haf to keep putting it back!hahhah...alright..we are now slacking and talking abt buying presents for people..ahaha...shss* hope we can think of the things to buy before work ends......
OKay the new job that im having is really very stressful..my head is throbbing real bad..and i dunno how am i ever going to finish this whole this by like tuesday...my whole face is red and im very stress..and my friends all offered to take over..but hey i dont think so lahz..shit i got alot of work but my head's not cooperating....hmm cheryl's gonna have the habit of eating instant noodles..which is bad......and so im offering to ta bao for her but she dont want..wad the neh neh pok....shall stop here..too stressed up...
>>I hate you I love u I cant stop thinking of you im STUCK on you...
8:33 PM In the words of jo
Wednesday, June 04, 2003
This is soooooooooooooooooooooooo ME! JOanne, this is what the foods you eat say about you:
You are a negotiator. You'll do anything you can to avoid open conflict so you never start quarrels. You will give in when you think it's appropriate - but you can be doggedly persistent when you know that justice is on your side.
You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.
You love the good life. You live extravagantly and like everything around you to be beautifully crafted. You are optimistic, have an excellent sense of humor and enjoy having your friends around you.
You are soft-minded. You find it's too hard to say "No" to others, especially when you are pushed. Quite often, you are taken advantage of because of your soft-minded nature.
Wed's Blog entry starts Here>> okay vaL's tempting me to take half day today..and it's soooo bloody tempting..judging that we can do lotsa things on a half day and then scoot back to have nice dinner at home..but yeah i have to forego like urm..$25..no that i really care so much about the money in the first place..then i also can watch "girL interupted" i think it's spelled like that..so that i be able to return to gen her vcd before she leaves on friday..yeah how sad right...she is quitting her job on friday...then no more facial expressionist or cthulu or eh "human beings!!" hahah...parting is such sweet sorrow....
Alright i have finally made up my mind...of course after asking 5488..aka shirlyn..ahaha only shirlyn me n val knows why that number!so i be taking half day..scoot off to tiong bahru market to have nice cheap lunch!yummy!then help cheryl with her wine test...as in test her or something...finally zoom down to ngee ann with val to pass her birth cert to ngee ann to prove uncle winston n aunty judy is her parents..yes like she really want to lie to ngee ann..how funnY!so well my blog entry will be shorter than usual today..heard the famous 5 minus me had a conference till like what..5++++am yesterday..wao!i was in dreamland and there they were yakking away..anyway heard they spoke about alot of issues...wonder what they are...nvm i get michie mich and leong to tell me later...and cheryl was hilarious today..she was sleeping when valerie called her then she went :"HUHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!?!? [in high pitch voice]...then MMMmMmmMMmmmMmmmmM" hahha i wouldnt embrass myself like that i would clear my throat then speak and go in my gruffy voice "hellO!" haha!
OHH I FORGOT TO ADD..cheryl gave me a new name! she now calls me Angst-Ridden Jo.. cos im so hot tempered..but i kinda like the name..i reckon it's very unique!thanks cheryL *shouts to tiong bahru* hahah...alright..i just had urm..2 siew mai..and i funny thingy but it's nice..very nice.. yummy!then i had my daily intake of yakult..very healthy hor..anway im now waiting for 12.30pm to come so that we can have nice chwee kuey and char siew rice.. *drools on the table* kau!so nice...
I HAVE finally found what shirlyn get high on..it'sssssssssssssssssss lotus paste pau! aka lian rong pau!she is so hyper it makes me wanna get hyper toO!wao!hahahh..she have been like that ever since the pau digested!haha..and ohh my poor val has fallen asleep..must be really tired..yawnz..makes me wanna sleep too!
>>It's every little thig you do Makes me fall in love with you There isnt a way that i could show you Every since i have come to know you It's every little thing you say Makes me wanna feel this way There's not a thing that i can point to Cos it's every little thing you do
12:44 PM In the words of jo
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
Things happen for a reason..so how come i dont have any idea what the damn reason is?! anyway..watched "Bruce Almighty" for the second time and i still laugh just as hard..hahah!yeap cheryL,mich n stacey was freezing in the cinema..gad..i should have brought my blanket and let them all snuggle in it.. ahH~ hahah...you know that show "bruce almighty"..i think it really teaches us and make us understand that sometimes we should stop and think that GOd might have problems too..but yet we take him for granted..we ask him this and that...haiz..it kinda teaches me that sometimes we should stop and listen and be greatful of what we have..k now im just talking a whole lot of crap that you guys dont need right...but i guess this is how i feel...
What's in me now..probably it's just supressed rage..and it's all going to come out one day..im just afraid that i might not be able to control it myself..everyday i say im better and i can handle it..i dont know if im able to hold my anger down..and i get ticked off easily..it's more frequent and i think i need more than just "goos frabba" to keep me calm now..i can feel the anger rising and my whole body shakes really violently..and all i do is breathe really hard to prevent my eyes from shooting daggers..and sunglasses can really come in handy in times like this...i really have to get help..there's an uncontrollable rage in me that's just waiting to get outa my mouth,lungs,brain, or whatever chest i have...and i have come to realise that we never ever come to God and ask: "God How are u?is the world making you really sad?there's too much sin?u want to punish all those who hurt you so bad but yet they are your creation and you actually love them inside?" or maybe we should stop to tell God..hey today's a good day..thank you..is your day just as good?u want to talk to me?are you tired from everything?" I think im really losing it..but i really think sometimes we are kinda demanding this and that,when we dont get it..we blame him and lose faith in him!?hey i think "bruce almighty" got me thinking reaL hard...thanks jIM carreY....i mean thanks Bruce Nolan...
Hmm anyway..thakns cheryl for calling me and all..thanks yeah!?and yeah..we had western food..then i didnt eat my baked beans..dunno why lahz..but yeah so i was like saying how bake beans n bun looks like breast with Nipple..so then suddenly shirlyn went: "joanne i eat YR BEANS!" wad the..and we laughed liek heLL..i mean oh man..she violated me..not that i have much but hey...and i realise that shirlyn can really imitate jap anime charActers..so cUTE!!!n farni...
OHh oHH and we played BINGO again!ahaha i won once!so happY!im good gUDDDDDDDDDDDD! hahaha! alright my tag to go into my office is lost..so i dunno what happen to it..ohh well..
CheryL:hey thanks for caring yeah..pls refrain ASAP..i dont wan to see u all vulnerable and all okay?i know u will not heed what i say..but try k..and thanks for letting me yell..ahaha..got u scared didnt i..im so good!k lahz..shall give u ben & jerry one day!when i strike rich!HAHAHA....but thanks for everything..
Stace:hey u feeling better anot?!?!u better take that med of yours and go to slp...slp more..why yr sick it's cos of lack of sleep..so go slp more okay..u b just fine...and at least find an excuse tml to tell your boss okay!? and eyah im super fien..just tired and cranky...
Look at me,You may think you see who i really am But you'll never know me Everyday its as if I play a part Now i see if i wear a mask... I can fool the world but i cannot fool my heart Theres a heart that must be free to fly.. That burns with a need to know the reason why Why must we all conceal what we think How we feel Must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide....
4:55 PM In the words of jo
Monday, June 02, 2003
Firstly...HappY BirthdAY stACeY... hope you enjoyed the whole day yesterday..and we laughed like mad..and yeah i keep quiet next time okay?so you can talk..yesterday was fun fun fun!Celebrated stacey's Birthday..yeap it's the day my small eye friend was born urmmm...let's see..19 years ago..like waOO? hahah okay..enough..hmm and cHeryl for the last time..yr hair's pretty cooL!very nice n gu niang!dont u worry abt looking like a bung..u wONT fit into tt description...think the Passive status suits you better.. =)
Alrighty..we all got so bored we played whEeL of fortune..tic tac toe..and BINGO!very fun!very exciting too! haha! but i didnt win any!i dont like that neh neh pok val!keep on winning! *pouts* hahaha! wonder where we are going for lunch..kinda hungry now..and yeah we all kinda got bored from playing bingo..now val n gen just talking n talking..jem's sleeping..and val violently shook her up!but due to her slow reaction she went yeah?!?! hahah! TYPICAL!very normal people...
It's lunch..and guess what im having?instant noodles..there was nothing nice..i dont like..i dont like maggi mee but i got no choice..ahh damn...but i have yakult!!!my favouite!!!tell u someting funny...geneva once thot her friend's mole was some chocolate fudge stain..wao!great friend ah geneva..whahaahah! imagine if geneva keep rubbing untill all red then wao?the stain still havent come off..haha it's a moLe..how corny... i thought so too...NOw we are kinda trying to wake our dear miss piggy:cheryl leong..but yeah to no avail.....
Btw..good news..haha mrs tutu shifted some miles away from me..no freak broom lady is facing me now..well..now i can signal val to join our conference more easily..Life's good to me..for now that is..so yeah me and jem n val r like talking abt well mature stuff...very mature stuff..n val says hi to all my blog readers... yeah..tonight's gonna be fun fun..we are watching bruce almighty again!this time it's with JEM,JO,VAL,CHERYL LEONG,MICH,STACEY,LOUEY..lets hope that it be just as fun as that day..haha!
Piglet:read yr blog!u dont like pple smoking hur?no worries piggy..it's just prob smth she wanted to try,and it's stace...the more you dont let her the more she tries..haha..and yeah i realise that u dont like to blog abt daily stuff..and u were sick pig?aww man shdnt have gone clubbing..u dont like clubing? ^5 man!haha..not my kinda place too...and yeah i luv to go yada yada yada..hahah thanks piggy...
MIch:hey i still think you shd seek some medical help for your gastric okay?not very healthy that you are getting this all the time..and you gotta throw up and all..okay babe?go have a check up okay..see what t hey can do..
CheryL:yes..my dear piggy..called you so many times then you never pick up..know what maybe jd wanted to paly hide and seek with your bRAnded shorts then she couldnt seek the shorts then yeap its lost..must be playing hide and seek..so far that's what i concluded..since u say she aint so perverted..yeah...
>>>Can this be true.. Can this be reaL... HOw can I put into words what i feel My life was complete,i thought i was whole Why do i feel im losing control.. Never thought Love could feel like this..
