Stomach's churning like the roller coaster in escape theme park and im blogging... im bored..what to do..but i keep it short..dont want my shit to urm stain the seat or something..i think im gona have really loose bowels soon..hahah sorry for the details..i mean that's how i feel now what?sooo lets see...today...what did i do? keep on checking my mail to see if my ex-home tutor has written a recomendation letter for me..apparently she urm HASNT...well...since i need that favour from her i cannot urm like do anything can i.. listening to shi jie mo ri now..for the umpteen time..but still i dont know what the damn lyrics are... well went to see some MP people just now and i think he is very impressed with me playing netball for the my CC...hahah...it was a coincidence...didnt mean to like wear that t-shirt...ohh well i leaft a good impression..hope he does a wonderful letter for me to enter NUs... gad i need to go shit..
Listening to music now n letting my shit urm reach my rectum before i dash to the loo..i think i got some gastric flu or something.. help man...i mean everytime i eat anything spicy these few days i get diarrhea...dammit...kay lah it's a friday night..tmr i gtg to my cousin wedding..well i dont really know him very well..but no choice lah..my dad's side cousin...sorry man made a mad dash for the loo...u know why..gad..how do women give birth? okay....yeah gtg wedding which means i gota be ladylike jo tmr...going to OLPS...church lahz...i think i shall u noe...leave before the second round of shit comes outa my rectum.... Ouch..
People says Mom knows best,
Then why the quote?Abt you know
What's best for you?im confused....so it's u or your mom?
After all she gave u life...
10:25 PM In the words of jo
Thursday, June 19, 2003
Ohh okay..here im again...blogging when im not feeling very fine..well i dont know lah..my bro's massaging for me now...so im like the queen of bukit batok...hahah what crap..let's see what did i do today..had a nap from 11-1.30pm... well my neh neh brother woke me up to have lunch with him...so well me being the nice sister i dragged myself outa bed..had lunch then did ironing for abt 3-4 hours.. not bad finished the whole truckload of clothing for my mom n dad..well they have ultra nice uncrumpled shirts and skirts..all thanks tooooooooooooooo ME hahah how thickskin.. after that i packed my whole cupboard..i think im mad but well now the clothings are placed according to colours and all my collared shirts and polo tees are nicely hanged up...wao?LIKE WAO!?cos joanne do not usually do that...not that my clothes are not already coloured coded but weLL..it's sooooooooo neat now...
Went blading at ard 5.30 with my brother...he tried to teach me some urm movement which i nearly fell...then i did funny drill like stuff to urm train my left foot...fell a few times but it was worth it...at least i learn...but i never master how the hell my bro walk up the damn stairs with his blades on..i had to grab him like as tho im gonna eat him..whahah well tt's what brothers are for..but he was nice n paitent abt it..so else i chop his head off...hahah
Did i mention i had bloody diarrhea like what?urm 3times i think...think my ass hurts...think i got gastric flu man!now i feel like puking...gad...suPer no gd no good...but i dun wanna waste the food i ate n i hate the idea of puking...no lah im not preg or something..cummon i dont even have a BF for crying out loud....i mean what to do....not tt i care alot in the first place... haha....to hell with the world lah..even my appeal only can have 300charC!which means it's like less than 2 sms-es?? go to heLL....im so freaking piss...n well sad then guess what the phone rang n urm it's tham...so qiao..talked for awhile..then i was back into my "self pity" state..then i rem cheryl's quote: THERE'S NO SPECIFC MOURNING PERIOD...... which is very true..so i just kept myself occupied...but well..problems of mine are mounting by the day..God when will it be solved.........
Dont let other people's expectations of you
Become your own expectations,
Because 9 times out of 10
They dont know what's really best for you
WHat u all think?TrUe?faLse??huH?u tell me......
9:46 PM In the words of jo
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
We went to the beach yesterday..well jem's late VERY late lets c..abt 15mins LATE!and our dear mommy shirlyn was very enthu abt blading cos she just bought her blades..ahah she kept asking how we carry our blades what bag we bringing and she kept reminding us to bring xtra clothes..HOW MOtherLY n we were lost at first but well we found each other in the end...me n jem ate cup noodles on our way to the beach..no bad..we can try eating durains next time while jogging or smthg.. ooohhh...blading was fun..shirlyn kept falling down..ohh but nvm..at least she learnt to roller blade properly..but me n jem gota keep taking care of her..as in you know preventing her from falling down..but well not very successful..in the end all of us fell down at least once..jem well fell cos of some puddle and me well trying to act cool..i tried to u noe do a turn and keep a look out for shirlyn..in the end i have some nice abrasions on my elbow..ohh the bicycle uncle was really nice...he gave jem free socks...she lah neh neh pok..bring blades then nv bring socks...so we bladed urm for 2hours str8..waO!? well val n gen cycled..yawnz..then we went bedok jetty n blade there for awhile...well it was pretty fun xcept my face looked like a lobster now...
We left around 4+...took a cab!AGAIN! JEM FAULT!!!!! hahaha..oops come to think of it i forgot to pay jem $2.50.....sorry jamie...i will pay u back okay!?then we headed to coffee bean to meet mich,leong n shuyi...okay it was an impromtu meeting..mich and shuyi was shockd to meet us..okay but jem had to go somewhere to help me finish writing my appeal letter...whoa..jamie n cheryl's english combined wao!?a suprehero in the making can!?it's called "lang woman" hahah..they helped me with the fucking letter..and well val was amazed with their "high" standard of english...and yes she is envious that i have friends like them...but well... now they are her friends too...she is so lucky huh...to have a cousin with such friends....very bored now...think i will end here...if i have smthg else will update it..gonna collect my A'level cert ltr.... yawnz...
You look at me, and I begin to melt
Just like the snow when
The ray of sun is felt
And I'm crazy 'bout you, baby
Can't you see?
I'd be so delighted if
You would come with me --on the wings of love by clay aiken--
