GOOD LUCK MAMA! her taichi competition is on SAT! woohoO!
It's been awhile since i blogged ah.. THanks to all the kind souls who bothered to leave me a comment some people are usually very urm...lazy..they read then dont want to leave a comment...one comment wont die leh..it would make me happy...that's a very important thing you know...
The only reason why i decided to blog today was cos Cheryl made me..she asked me to update it..so TA-daH..here im..typing some shit...have anyone realise that the phrase.." you never know what you have until it's gone?" hmm..i think it's kinda true.. when you do have something..you're never satisfied...yet when it's gone..you pine for it..why is it so?
I think the reason is because when something is gone...you tend to see the other side of someone...the nice side...the side that made you like the person so much in the first place...the confidence..independence...that stuck up,heck care.. "take it or leave it" attitude... haha..i must be mad..it sound as though i like myself...but well i think it's these qualities that make someone so different from normal homosapiens...it makes someone so unique this way... then again..i dont even know why im blogging about this issue...
Alrighty...did ironing today..hmm..ate n ate n ate...ohh i think im gona eat the "gimme one gimme one gimme one more" jellY! i LOVE the longan n almond one! hmmm...gona get it... *30secs later* hah! yummy jelly...too bad i had to share iwth mom n bro..but they took only one mouthful..hah! i got my fav almond part...heh..enough of bullcrap...
Mich: good luck with the proj! cheer uP!
Shirlyn: ma..thanks for the comments!i wanna mit up!!!! tsk.... miss ya ma!
JIahui:hey thanks fot the comments..i wanted to comment in yrs but it was screwed up! =)
Sweet ~,make me immortal with a kiss,
Your lips suck forth my soul,see where it flies
Come ~,come give me my soul again,
Here will i dwell,for heaven is in those lips...
Nice anot?hahah...nice quote ah... the ~ is for u to represent anyone lah..so u can use it.. =)
6:44 PM In the words of jo
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
To Whom It May Concern
I can never be good enough,
Doing something as simple as making you laugh,
It becomes a chore in itself,
How can something so easy becomes a living hell.
I can never love, the way you want me to,
When the things you want from me,i havent have a clue.
I never seek to hate, it's not even the last thing i would do.
Reticent i may be, but I'll not let you take me for a fool.
For now im simply being pragmatic
Doing things and saying words i deemed realistic
Love has always been an illusion
So dont get sucked into it and be disillusioned
Those tears that i shared n shed
I'm contented knowing what a great confidante i had.
Well i love to live my life in solitude,
In that way,there can never be any feud.
Described yourself as volatile
I prefer to see you as versatile
I lost the battle even before I fought,
For it was God's opinion I always sought.
I see you've made a new found friend
This is not what I've planned
But well and good..
The maker is probably directing my route
Till we meet again, you'll see that I have changed yet still sane..
By then would you even remember my name..?
I would snatch up a knife
And STAB you,STAB you,STAB you,
Until you opened your eyes in anguished pain
10:23 PM In the words of jo
Sunday, August 17, 2003
Life Taste Goood
Alright...i should get an award for being such a good daughter.. i washed the toilets today..yes 2 dirty toilets...scrubbed the damn thing..washed the toilet bowls which were reeking of ammonia...i did all that and got myself all wet.. hahah was having fun splashing the water all OVER! hahah! think my dad thought i had a bath with the toilet...after that i k.o..too tired..i used so much strength to scrub the damn floor..wanted to mk it clean.. ahhh..life taste gUd...
K im taking val's advice n keep my blog entry short... she said pple dont really like to read something so long..it bores you big time... val! seeya in ngee ann on tuesday!
I wanna rip open your heart,
And bathe my frozen hands in your warm blood..
10:04 PM In the words of jo
Mundane day..doing mundane things...got up at 10am today..and well yeah rushed to do all the housework..Well no one offered to help..how typical.. all my dad does is barks out orders and expects me to do them..well nvm he is forgiven cos he bought us breakfast...i swept the floor,mopped the floor..cleared the dustbin..bathe and rushed to novena..
My mom had to sit beside some fucking prick..he kept sneezing w/o closing his mouth..and my mom thinks the SARs thing is well gonna come back..she was pissed with him..he is a nerd..surprisingly he had a gf ..kept holding her hand as though she is gonna run to become a nUN...what a fucker..made sure i gave him a kiam pa face before i left the church..think he got frightened by it..kau his gf kinda had a crescent face...whoa didnt know he loved the moon so much..
Went home to take a nap before heading to church agn..different church though.. wore my new Converse sweater!!woo... and that chior guy came and talk to my dad..then he tried to you know get to know me.. hahah..most of the choir people were staring..cos he was flirting..only prob was he doesnt comb his hair and he has a long jaw..but he is nice..asked whether i was working or studying..and got a shock when i said i was doing law..how funny.. let's see how he tries to flirt with me next week..he even asked my dad where we LIVE??! like wao...try to you know get into my parents good books..
maybe he should go cut armani hairstyle...he might just look much better... but he is a smart guy though... ahh whatever... lets see next week... *smirks*
It's 11.47pm now..what the heck m i blogging?dunno...cant sleep...dad's like asking me to off the comp...bro's praying..i have 2weeks more before i start school..gonna go out with my juniors and my friends..woohoo..THAM! we gtg stationery SHOPPING soONN!!!! and mich! tues ah! hope i can cope with the law course...urgh.... better blog as much as i can...when i start school i prob blog only on friday! cos i wont have school then..hmm....it's a nice stormy night... goodnight...and good riddance...
[ Rem a priest once said this quote during sermon..well here it is..]
>>Love knows no boundaries,
Love Knows no limits..
It's not how much someone loves you,
But how much of that person have you loved..
