It's been heavenly these few days...nope no details...but i have been really happy..as in really really times infinity! hahah... oh yeah cheryl yr right when u dont blog for a long time..u dont even wanna blog anymore..but i just hav ntg specific to blog abt mah...just sudd felt like blogging cos smthg hit my puny brain...so yeah..hello im here....
hmm..went to cj yest..saw jean.yeow.. she MESSED my impeccable hair! like tSK! but ahh well cheryl made her stop!gd thing! but she was giving me wierd looks...like eh eh eh looks...saw mr rajoo!!he noes like my lecturers in my uni..wierd man...but anyhow he say im so punky now! ahhh! tt's what i wanna hear..at least he didnt say i look bung...TSK...hahha...then we went to paly bball n went over to cheryl's place...i COOKED maggi mee for jem n mich n they said NICE! hah! im an expert man! anyone wanna hire me?
k serious stuff now...it has ntg to do with me..rather it happend to someone really close to me..he is so sad now..playg all those sad sad sad songs..he told me the song by dreamz fm "shd i stay or shd i go" is lk what he's feeling now..i think some girls are fucking bitches..pardon my language but..how can one so nice be so cruel....the least she cld do was to xplain...and he will go away n let go if u want him to..and not lead him on then chuck him aside..all i can say to u is i hope someone does the same thing back to u..and i will sit back n laugh n say u deserved it bitch! i hope when yr hurt u dont come running back to his side..cos u know what?? you dont deserve that kinda of love he is willing to give...just go n rot in yr corrupt ctry...go back... go fly away fucker..he doesnt need u...he will find someone better....he will and i will help him thru..for now get outa my sight...GET OUT BITCH!
Okay on a lighter note...my bro decided to learn how to play my fav song.. "canon in D" my FAV!!! hahaha..okay...so nice of him! gona eat lunch.... till i blog agn...wait for me.....
For the person who's so hurt now..
Wish u've been careful with my hrt,
But u torn it apart,
And broke an angel's hrt..
There's no easy way,
It gets harder each day...
Pls love me or i will be gone...
1:19 PM In the words of jo
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
What is failure? Well,in simple terms..it would simply means the inabilty to succeec in something that you set out to do..Personally, i hate the idea of failing..who doesnt? Im a perfectionist, but unfortunately..the level of my intelligence forbids me to be the ideal perfectionist..
Lets face it..failures are part and parcel of life..you win some you lose some...It makes the world more justified in some sense..you cannot win all the time..Someone once told me "if you are able to pick yourself up and learn frm your failures or mistakes, only then will you truly succeed. " Well...it is the same as the all famous quote: "failure is the mother of all success." Unless of course failure means nothing to you, then i can only wish you the best of luck for your future..
Failure is like a wake up call, it sounds the panic alarm in you to wake up and assess your problems. It doesnt necessarily means "you are stupid or lousy" Failure actually shows that you're either heading in the wrong direction or it's time to buck up =) i experience failure at times too..and yes it is unpleasant...
It's like a constant parasite that wouldnt go away..Instead of moaning and grumbling..i simply strive harder and prove that i can make it... Hah..a very good example would be me proving my history teacher WRONG...hah!She thought i suck big time in history and can never make it..she even claimed im one of her lousiest student..in the end?? i got a bloody A for history during my A'levels...and well...she is speechless lah...needless to say...some of her fav students cant even make it...im not trying to be arrogant..i simply wanna tell u that nothing is impossible if u put yr mind to it...
Sooooooo..cheryL? failure is nothing lah...you may fail this once as a form of wake up call...asking you to start studiying consistently yeap? Though u fail, u gain frm failing..it just goes to show u cannot slack in Uni liaoz yeah? =) dont fret okay? you're way smarter than me..you will succeed... smile sunshine.. =)
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
7:36 PM In the words of jo
Sunday, September 14, 2003
Life is precious...why do u destroy or take yr own life? why wouldnt you tink of how you will hurt yr family..esp yr parents..why didnt you spare a thought for them? hmm..........
Go easy on my conscience
Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Who catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
