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Everything Forbidden Becomes Desirable......

Joanne Nicole Wee
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Thursday, October 30, 2003

After trudging on endlessly..I realised I'm actually going in circles..I thought i could live without holding onto my faith ever so strongly...I was wrong.. The essence of my very being was moulded by my faith and by the upbringing of my parents..People may question me incessantly.. Jo..why do you constantly live your life in misery...just for sake of your absurd belief that you are doing this for God..Are you happy...

The issue of my happiness has been brought up time and time again..I reflected on it and thought..well..maybe this is my form of suffering on earth.. this is a cross i have to carry..It's my mission to either embrace it or ruminate over my deplorable situations..recently i chose to muse about it and attempted to rebel against it..it's true..the devil tempts you in multiple ways.. i was tempted to flee from my faith simply because i cannot face up to reality..

Then i stopped to pray and realised..the further im to God..then closer He is to me..i never desired to run away from my faith..i just yearned His attention.. and i wanted to escape from all my difficulties..I chose the easy way out.. I ran away from God..I was estatic..I was Over the moon..I thought He controlled my life and now i was free.. I was WRONG... I was happy mentally and physically... spiritually.. I was hungry for God's love and gentle pleas to return to him...It's amazing how the devil dabbles with your mind..

The past few weeks were exhilarating..I never thought it was incongruous.. It was just another way of living my life..and He gave me that chance to experience it..and ultimately He left the decision to me..of course He would prefer me to refrain from any sin possible..but He understands that im only human.. I would do to the best of my ability to lessen it...For no earthly being can save my souL...OnLy He can....

I would Live my life as God pleases,
For He is my alpha and omega...



[p/s: my apologies to atheists and non-believers, it's something i churned out after a long reflection and cheryl..yr not the devil im referring to..haha im talking about Satan.. as in the mindgames he plays..]

10:18 PM
In the words of jo
Tuesday, October 28, 2003

At the end of our lives,
We will not be judged by how many diplomas we have receieved,
How much money We have made or
How many great things we have done.
We will be judged by "I was hungry and you gave me to eat.
I was naked and you clothed me.
I was homless and you took me in."
Hungry not only for bread- But hungry for love
Naked not for clothing- But naked for human dignity and respect.
Homeless not only for want of a room of bricks- But homeless because of rejection...
-Mother Teresa-

9:40 AM
In the words of jo