Thank u all who left comments, thanks thanks, it's a record for the new yr, 7comments.. =)
Ralph: keke, i like my pinky PJs, that's when u'll ever catch me in pink! and uhh we didnt brng slippers mah, so go there n buy those ah peh but cheap slippers lorh..hows yr K.L trip? heard yr ma called jem ah..n she almost busted ur cover..hahah!jem jem...
Jem:i have no idea how to get there too! muahaha! im gona like walk ard, 1pm ah? u serious? u late i slaughter yr ass...haha..eh break we go lau pa sat n eat k?omg..i cant wait for break!! hahaha...
Cheryl: u working agn?short of cash huh? rem not to kp working so late, no gd for health okay? and dont kp drinking alcohol, wont do yr liver any gd, okay im nagging..pardon me..
Mich: yeap, everything's pretty screwed up but ah well we all be fine one day yah? now u be strong yeah babe? like i said everything takes time, so let time be yr judge okay? n no one month two month cooling thing mich..no... it will do more harm than gd.. dn let yr emotions control mich, sometimes u need to think logically..u wont feel fucked up then k? tk care babe...
Gerri: eh..hows yr first day back in sch? gd right..see..n Sis finally quit ah? maybe pple kick her out..n say hi to my godsis eh..tk care of her k..oh there's another girl called michelle in her class,she goes to our church too, luke knows them..anyhow, dont flood yr seat ah..muahahah.. k lah..*ouch* rem yr sunday thingy k? will remind ms dory agn...n u n greg r not talking now? i think he shd be the one making an effort to speak n apologise to u, n not continue with his lying streak..guys..what's their prob man.. chill yeah?
Val: hey ms dj..put the record on, i wanna dance with my baby!!!!!!!!! hahah! okay ah u say go drinking one ah...ON! if u go my ma will allow n if i go yr ma will allow !yay! we shd trick them in believing both our parents allow! yay! yr finally 18..well soon lah...yes!
Huiling: sorry babe my blog scared u, k i called for a ceasefire already.. hahah! come back to my blog k?hey hey!!! *runs after u* haha... happy new yr huiling.....
Close my eyes, and feel your mind.
Time has passed, i walked like a shadow,
Never knew, what I'm going through,
You touched my heart and take my breath away.
Whisper on the wind so softly,
Let the Bright stars fill our dreams with love.
Reach for your hand [your hand is my key]
And you show me the way....
9:58 AM In the words of jo
Thursday, January 01, 2004
New layout for the new yr..thought it be a gd start...
HAPPY NEW YEAR! happy 2004 okay im gona list the names of people i wanna wish..here we go...
Happy new yr to my ma n pa, jon, Stace,btw thanks for calling to wish me! yr the best! heh!=) jem, mich, cheryl leong, cheryl lam,Gerri, Poh ling, yvonne, huiling, valerie lim aka my dj cousin, ting jie, kor kor, all my other 17cousins..my aunties and uncles, uhh...lemme think, hexiang, alvin, piglet tan, serene, jiahui, bali, melisa, cheryl Wee, karmene, vanessa wong, shu yi, christina pang, jiayi, kalyn, chris, jos, jiadong aka mr nicholas tse =), yixin, ping huai, lionel, rachel lee, angela, clair yeo, geneva, huishan, Shirlyn mama!, sijia, mala, sheryln, sue-ann, tham mom,n tham dad, Sara, ohh aunty florence leong aka my fake godma! hahaha..okay that's all i think? i hope? have a great 2004...
You:thanks for understanding, thank u so much, im glad u're so happy now, cya ard, and well maybe one day we be gd buddies agn.. have a great 2004..
Gerri: I know u feel shity inside and have alot of frustration, sometimes it's life, maybe u shd open up to ppl, if u r like me, u will die i tell u..u will implode.. u are blessed with so many friends around u, they can be yr source of help.. i wished i lived in a fantasy world too, where i dont have to suffer where everyday is not a battle for me, but hey..tt place only exist in heaven, and no yr not gona go commit suicide cos if u do, u go straight to hell..u can ask luciffer to be yr bf..hahah..anyhow, learn to accept things u cannot change okay? u will become a happier person than now..gd luck..=)
Tonight i feel close to you,
you open my door and light the sky above,
When i need a friend, you were there by my side.
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one
All the tears that haunt my past,
You promised..
It'll be a better tomorrow...
11:29 AM In the words of jo
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Before everything else.. today's the last day of 2003! finally..i kinda hate this year...alot of things happened and alot of tears shed.. anyhow..it's the last day.. gd riddance to 2003 and HELLO 2004..but i nv believe in making new yr resolutions..think it's plain dumb..cos in the end, u dont rem what u made and forget all about it..ah well..
Someone who sees like a child,
Gives like a saint,
Feel like an angel,
Never mind the broken wings
And Speak like a picture,
Cry like the rain
And shine like the star...
You:oh pls..that's what u always do, tell people what's wrong with them and what u dont like about them but the minute people tell u what they dont like abt u, you start giving them attitude, i tried telling u what i dont like about u but instead of accepting it, u get angry with me, before u tell people "how u feel" rem that u r not perfect too and people do wanna give u their point of view.. if u expect pple to be open abt ur views, u shd in turn do the same...
For the last time, im in love with nobody unless u count god as somebody then okay u win, if ur talking about people,humans in general then NO..i dont know why i still entertain what u have to say, i mean i shd be free and not even bother by what u said..i never said i was the victim, u made me out to be one.. dont u bullshit me too..just yest we had a wonderful quarrel through sms, why cant u see that my phone was really on silent and my dad was awake and i cannot make that call..now even leaving song quotes which is my right has become something u bother to comment on, i heard a song and it's nice i put it up with no other intention but u take it differently.. as usual assuming the worse out of me.. im not as bad as u make me out to be..
Just let me be..why cant you do that? n gd im glad u dont have anymore emotional needs..at least now i can help those who need them..without u thinking i dont care..i never said yr a bad person, u make it up yrself and assume it yourself..u dont know me, so dont try reading my mind, u will fail.. im not that predictable..i do want to be your friend but sometimes u wont understand that im afraid of u, believe it or not..im afraid.. no im not trying to be the victim..im being very honest..it's like how jem n mich cant really talk now but jem n u can..same situation... hope u understand...n pls dont assume or comment false things about me..like u said "if u wanna get offended by what i say then im sorry"...im just trying to get my life back.. if u need clearer explaination about my quaint behaviour, u can consult jem..
11:50 AM In the words of jo
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
I think ranting on yr blog can be therapeutic but then others will unleash their fury at you, well yeah it's not really their fault. so here i go again abt my godma, i think she has a serious case of competitive-ria or smthg, she LOVES to compete, it's like her whole life depended on it, what i wear and how i dress she has a frigging problem about it. I dress girly she has something to say, i dress guyish she yaks like there's no tmr. According to my mom, she thinks my godma's just jealous her daughters aint as good looking as me, well yeah to a large extent, sometimes i feel like telling her, it's the genes and chromosomes man, n hey dont blame yr kids appearance when you dont have one to boast abt in the forst place, tt would have been a sweet sight, then again, well i have to give my parents "face" wad an ass..
And yes to You agn: i rant and rave all i want in MY MY MY blog just like what you do in YOUR blog so dont gimme all that shit abt me ranting in my own blog, it's my preorgative, let me be.. i know yr trying to be nice and im apparently not nice only to you, cos u know why? i H.A.T.E to start another arguement with u, it's getting so sick that i actually loathe all quarrels now..i have a phobia, that's why i told mich not to get so emotional.. I just cannot handle it. yr not a bad person or anything, i just think u need people who can feed yr emotional needs, something that no matter how hard i try i can never succeed, u need more than i can handle..thanks for the gift and hope u get yr modules.. gd luck..
you melt this hrt of stone..
5:15 PM In the words of jo
Monday, December 29, 2003
Dont be fooled by me.
Dont be fooled by the mask i wear.
For I wear a thousand mask, and none of them is me.
I give the impression that I am secure.
Confidence is my name n coolness is my game
But dont believe me.
Beneath lies the real me- in confusion and fear and aloneness.
But I dont tell you this because I'm afraid to.
i'm afraid that you will think less of me, that you'll laugh at me.
I'm afraid that deep down I'm nothing and I'm no good.
Yet only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you are kind and encouraging,
Each time you try to understand because you care.
Who am I, you may wonder.
I am someone you know very well.
I am every man, woman and child you meet...
--Author unknown--
You: Excuse me but i didnt know you change hp number and dont expect me to go ard asking people for it, it isnt so hard to just msg me to let me know. Anyway it's up to u, even when u msg u dont say who u are. Look I'm just telling mich to control her emotions because if she let her emotion control her i will back off..i wont be able to handle it, that's all..
