old jo= too nice, get taken advantage of, always give in, being to caring, gets bang in the face, still tries harder, be nice to the whole world, be there for people, too kpo, too worried for others, get angry but wldnt say anything, say positive stuffs when i shd be hurling vulgarities, and finally... i dont know who i 'm...
New jo= heck care, will give tremendous care only to those entitled to it, more sociable, yak more, ahem more, shoot when i have too, hurl vulagrities like nobody's biz, basically im not nice anymore..except to certain people.. and uhh what else? studyg lesser..no no tt i will change..defintely...
So there..go ahead..add more into the new jo.. judge me.. yes come.. add if u have too...
So wrong , so right You're everything I need tonight
I won't fight this feeling anymore
So good , so bad You're everything I've never had
Everthing i've been waiting for
What can I say
You just take my breath away
9:49 AM In the words of jo
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
I'm not old jo anymore..and i dont know why? i didnt do anything but stace said im not Old jo anymore.. jem..i think we have become alike..I'm pretty heck care to certain situations..when i deem i care to much, i will S.T.O.P.. say what you like. I think i have cared too much for people when they dont give a hitch about me. Yet when i stop they say i have changed..
Well ya true to a certain extent i may have become a monster in some people's eyes but really i dont give a damn anymore..people want to get angry mad, disappointed, sad, whine, W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R, i dont care.. i think i got more important things to do.. tham dont get me wrong.. this is not directed at u yeah? im A-ok with what u said abt me.. i admit i dont care as much but hey..i was upset too when uhh okay lets not go there...
I'm not someone u can make use of when you need me, but farking me as usual gives in.. ah well... i will learn to be cold n hard-hearted...
jem: WE have to go shoppg!!! for ahem n ahem.. hahahah! u understnd me dont you? n of course our "date"..wooOohoOO!dinner date lah! eh ur fever better anotz?39.2deg is crazyness lorh... siao man! u hav fried brain xia!
Gerri* the "man": hows tt leaky nose of urs? i tell u my super drink sure cure u xia! okay yea as if u tried it..hahah!i sound as tho im giving u some magic potion.. muhaahha!okay anyhow pls tc of yrself n tc of jary k.. u poor thing gota talk to her yest till 3am!! kauz! hmm....yawnz...
Cher: Hoi! sorry ah..cd's still w me! and ey u got flu too!?? tc hor! n dont kp partying till u fall ill!pls rest more...
Mich:oi!how r u??? better or worse? sorry ah..nv come visit today! jem bz lah.. tt bz bee..anyhow mus eat properly okay...hope the med works... =) tc..
9:57 AM In the words of jo
Monday, January 26, 2004
okay im so bored.. but hyper.. help!! im gona be bo liaoz...
CHEER UP GERRI n Jary!!!
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever.. oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothings gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you
If you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
he world may change my whole life through but
Nothings gonna change my love for you
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
8:29 PM In the words of jo
Sunday, January 25, 2004
The Way I feel now..
Everynight I find you in my dreams,
You're like my saviour, or so it seems.
In my dreams, I make the impossible come true,
You're like my angel guiding me through.
You see hope in every tragedy,
From love, to friendship to fucking family.
You showed me the bitchslap of reality,
You also showed me the simple pleasures of a star's serenity.
You chose to love God instead of condemning him,
Despite the fact that your life's on the brink.
You choose to learn to be happy,
Instead of wallowing in self pity.
Your maturity is beyond comprehension,
You've amazed me beyond apprehension.
You've earned my utmost respect,
For all that,you have finally succeeded in helping me achieve my "relapse"......
--Author "Bend the Rules"--
I pierced my ear, im on my way to looking like sammi cheng! thanks gerri*! keke..u got so freaked out..woops..but it was shiok u know when the gun pierce thru my ear! it's invigorating..yes se me.. thanks anyway! hope jary wld be fine soon, n u dn siao siao go die with her ah! but u r sucha gd friend, she wld be just fine..i buy lollis then u 2 go share k..
