I think passion of christ makes u sick in the gut!it makes u cry n think oh gawd..why is God so cruel to his son.. whats the use of all those whipping n torture.. can that "small" amount of suffering compared to the sins of the world actually make us have eternal life!? with the snap of his finger god can give us eternal life..gawd..why go thru all of that!?.. it's god's own son.. like what the hell right..n they cannot just kill him at one go.. He must wait till he suffer like shit then finally he die.. n when he die he died ALONE.. frigging alone!
On the bright side.. it makes u feel that u want to repent n be a better catholic.. like u see how Jesus suffer for us, how agonising it must be for Mother Mary to watch her son wrongly accused n brutally tortured all for the WILL of God.. n the salvation of souls.. like wtf...... it made me cry so bad that all i can say when i watched the movie was.. "im sorry jesus, sorry sorry sorry, i didnt mean to sin so much..sorry" but hey..it's a must watch.. those atheist.. watch it with a open mind.. but it shows the will of one man to save us... dammit.. it's good.. yet sad..
Had fun yesterday n on thurs.. not meaning jump up n down fun.. but well it's nice..walked n walked..n had a gd chat..i love nice long strolls in the night.. it's exhilarating.. it calms u.. i feel very special.. i really do... ahh well.. only jem knows why... haha.. my buddy! okay jem i sound like im going with u! hahah! n i think if we went we prob be some perfect couple cos we can read each other mind.. but we be the most boring couple xia! hahaha.. but too bad im not interested.. hahahahah................ now i need some sleep.. throat's killing me n my body's aching like no tmr.. summore tonight gtg church for easter vigil.. *pengz*..hope my mother dont make me wear formal gu niang clothes.. not tt i wont look chio..but uhh..no thanks..w that kinda hair.. no thanks.. n im going to church like blardi 1hr30mins before it starts.. cos why?! ma wants the best seats.. im gona just rot n grow roots sitting there.. gerri i dont care.. u better better pei me go buy my doghnut.. if my throat doesnt kill me that is.. goodnight... gona tk my much needed nap....
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
We were two
Now we are one
And it's like flying without wings
Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
2:52 PM In the words of jo
I think passion of christ makes u sick in the gut!it makes u cry n think oh gawd..why is God so cruel to his son.. whats the use of all those whipping n torture.. can that "small" amount of suffering compared to the sins of the world actually make us have eternal life!? with the snap of his finger god can give us eternal life..gawd..why go thru all of that!?.. it's god's own son.. like what the hell right..n they cannot just kill him at one go.. He must wait till he suffer like shit then finally he die.. n when he die he died ALONE.. frigging alone!
On the bright side.. it makes u feel that u want to repent n be a better catholic.. like u see how Jesus suffer for us, how agonising it must be for Mother Mary to watch her son wrongly accused n brutally tortured all for the WILL of God.. n the salvation of souls.. like wtf...... it made me cry so bad that all i can say when i watched the movie was.. "im sorry jesus, sorry sorry sorry, i didnt mean to sin so much..sorry" but hey..it's a must watch.. those atheist.. watch it with a open mind.. but it shows the will of one man to save us... dammit.. it's good.. yet sad..
Had fun yesterday n on thurs.. not meaning jump up n down fun.. but well it's nice..walked n walked..n had a gd chat..i love nice long strolls in the night.. it's exhilarating.. it calms u.. i feel very special.. i really do... ahh well.. only jem knows why... haha.. my buddy! okay jem i sound like im going with u! hahah! n i think if we went we prob be some perfect couple cos we can read each other mind.. but we be the most boring couple xia! hahaha.. but too bad im not interested.. hahahahah................ now i need some sleep.. throat's killing me n my body's aching like no tmr.. summore tonight gtg church for easter vigil.. *pengz*..hope my mother dont make me wear formal gu niang clothes.. not tt i wont look chio..but uhh..no thanks..w that kinda hair.. no thanks.. n im going to church like blardi 1hr30mins before it starts.. cos why?! ma wants the best seats.. im gona just rot n grow roots sitting there.. gerri i dont care.. u better better pei me go buy my doghnut.. if my throat doesnt kill me that is.. goodnight... gona tk my much needed nap....
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
We were two
Now we are one
And it's like flying without wings
Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
2:52 PM In the words of jo
Monday, April 05, 2004
Went town to meet tham today.. and she gave me my belated belated belated birthday present.. ahhh! it's a davidoff colonge! *beams* smells nice n musty.. my kind of scent.. cool!!! alrighty.. then i bounced off to school.. not literally.. i mean how can i ever be enthu abt sch unless it's some sexual offence topic or something..
A.n.y.w.a.y..i totally paid attention can! like wao wao wao! but as usual after awhile i started drifting away to my usual daydream land..but well i must say i DID pay attention.. plus occasional messaging..that's not counted cos i need distraction to keep me from dozing off.. before sch ended, i had this sudden urge to pee, must be all that porridge, barley n chrysanthemum i drank.. but NOooooo stupid pple have to wash the toilet when i blardi need to pee pee.. so audrey n i both ULTRA urgent have to cross our legs n hop to shenton house n find for a loo... n wad the *toot* *toot* *toot*.. their toilet mus have key!! so we borrowd from the uncle and uhh yah ran to pee.. the toilet so freaky..like haunted one xia.. if wouldnt dare go alone..prob i might end up see-g a lady with no head.. but it's a gd place to commit crime xia! but the carpark got nice scenery!!! i like ! *squeals*...
Then i head off to uhh meet gerri at BK... we went holland to look at toot terrapins!! okay not toot but uhh very tiny terris.. now i wanna throw my chunky terris away n buy new ones.. hahha.. i seriously think gerr u shd get a retarted terri as ur pet can?!?!? those that have cross eyes kind! keke... then u prob squeal *imitates ur voice* "sooooooooo cuteeee!!" hahahah! okay im uhh mad.. i just had dinner n im full n ha-pi!!! ey what DECO u making ah!? so secretive! ask u lemme c ur bag then u dn allow.. shd have tk ur bag n run.. then agn the bag too gu niang for me to be carrying it around so i shall pass...plus u got lotsa stamina, u prob have the lungs of a whale or smthg.. so i shall pass n let u win.. *beams* im so nice.. muhahahah!
After this im back to revising like a stupid idiot.. blardi exams are coming and im right on time... yay! but hope i can stick to my schedule that i worked out.. yipee!!it's gona be a looooooooooooong day tmr.. n im excited.. whahaha... okay i shd start shutting up right abt now... yeah.. okay... haaaaa... hoooo.. heee.... shudd up joanne... *goldfish grins*
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise
That I found my place in heaven by your side
