Its been a long time.but when I do blog, it means I have issues that I cannot say outright, or it means I need to clear my system of unwanted toxins that is disrupting my very being.
Gerri is a hero. I’m the meek lawyer-to-be standing behind with a good language to boot. Yesterday was my mum’s birthday, so dad msged me asking of a favour. Which was to get mummy 6stalks of roses. I was in town so I went to the florist at cine! So I told the lady, 6stalks of roses,and wrap it up in a clear wrapper.[p/s: each stalk cost $1.20] How difficult is it to comprehend? Rather is it too easy to understand? So the lady went on a treacherous journey of asking me if I want a bouquet or some funny I dunno what so that I can sorta pay more than my 6stalks of roses. I said no. I just want my 6stalks n my clear wrapper. So she when on a im colour blind person n I cannot differentiate a plastic wrapper from to RED coloured ones mode.sort of inducing me unknowingly to pay a higher price. Finally it’s done n she went $18. My mind was like blank n I was like orh!? And I blindly paid. Im ashame to say I didn’t question till I got out of the shop n gerri asked how much. She almost died of fury when she realised I got cheated. She went right back there n demand they explain how the hell they end up to the sum of $18. And u know what the lady said? "I cannot tell you" I was like ?!!!!?!?!??! So Gerri was arguing n I couldn’t stand her having all the fun, I started. I realised with much delight n glee that the lady was having difficulty in replying in english. That was where I scared her by rattling off in my bullet speed super flowery english n she died on the spot. She panicked. I was even tempted to rattle off some section to add in to the fear. To cut the long story short, she lost, got pissed, kept talking in mandarin with her LARDY colleague and gerri exclaim in her loud voice "they think we’re stupid or we don’t understand chinese"
We got our $10.80 back and im happy Gerri stood up for me, and im happy im taking law. Cos later events which im about to relate has just spurred me to study my butt of so no one can look down on me.or the fact that I exist.
"I see no need to speak to people of no intelligence" don’t get me wrong, I only don’t speak to people whose very existence was created as a mistake. I don’t mean babies created beacuse of an accident, I mean people who are such liabilities to the society that even after they die, they are wasting valuable space in the columbarium. I don’t mean to be a bitch, but the minute you open your worthless gap to speak, you incur a wrath that is so spiteful, you regret ever opening that little hole on your face. Wait. I think usually we call that a mouth?but it’s for people who put it to good use. no wonder you’re honoured as the unworthiest part of the human body. If you cant decipher with your very limited amount of vocabulary that is stored in that empty void in your head, im sure many kind folks can be charitable for once n help you out. You see, you indirectly hurl mockery at me, but what are you? What and how I dress is my prerogative. The friends I make, the people I hang out with are solely a right bestowed upon me. my relationships with anyone has really nothing to do with you. I may not act like a lady, but mind yourself first, look into a mirror, oh wait, I don’t think you wanna depreciate the mirror now right? Look at yourself. Are you perfect?
"Do not judge me even though im not perfect, cos neither are you.Your flaws are bountiful little boy" "don’t mock me boy.don’t mock me." Look at your age, my my, so what are you doing? Wasting your life away when that right to life should be given to more worthy recipients other than yourself. Im really sorry but I think the atmosphere is already depleting, don’t cause more damage by the carbon dioxide you expel, and please stop using up precious oxygen meant for LIVING things, we need it more than you do yah? Many may after reading this change their opinion of me. but really why don’t you consider things from my point of view.until you climb into my skin and walk around in it. Then you feel the resentment, the anger, the fireball of fury unleashing in this entry. I wish to be made perfect, I wish to have no mockery hurled against me, I wish to be at peace with every creature and human alike, but not many gave me this chance. So im carving out the impossible and put to good use my existence.
If im lucky I may see you in court. Well that’s if any lawyer wants to take up your case.
[p/s: im not referring to cornelius. In case patrick reads this;) ]
