13 days to my IP exams and you really dont know the amount of stress that im going thru right now. so much so that i cry like last year. i seek solace in you, now i dont even dare tell u the times i get so lonely in the middle of the night and i break down cos i know at the end of each exams i wont see your face outside my hall of starhub centre.
do you know how i got thru each exams last year? i told myself after 3hours i will see you and now i have to do my exams then ltr whether the paper's good or bad i still have you to cry or rejoice with. fuck why am i getting emotional. fuck IP. So when i saw J n K kissing that day, i realise i miss being kissed.i sound so desperate. hahah. it used to be a common thing that one tend to forget the meaning each kiss holds.
Kisses are such simple things that we hardly notice them, but if we paid more attention, we see that each kiss conveys a meaning all of its own. For example some say hello baby i havent seen you in ages, or im so happy to see you, or thank god i have you. The trick is knowing how to tell the difference. Kisses means different things to different people, ultimately the meaning depends on the one who does the kissing and the one who sees it happen.
The act itself varies but each kiss carries with it a meaning of its own. It can conveys a girlfriend's eternal devotion or a girlfriend's enormous regret. It can symbolises an inner fear of bein "thrown away" but whatever its meaning, each kiss reflects a basic human need . The need to connnect to another human being. This desire is so strong, it's always amazing when some people dont understand it. okay, fine, i just miss kissing alright. sheesh.
A love like ours is love that's hard to find how could we let it slip away When tomorrow comes and we both regret the things we said today If you leave me now you'll take away the biggest part of me oooh no, baby please don't go
12:48 PM In the words of jo
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
18days to IP exams.. fucking screwed.
i told myself i wont blog till at least tmr, but i couldnt help myself when i read jem's entry. or rather jem's one liner quote. thot i put it up..
"Ever watched a loved one sleeping? it's one of the most beautiful pictures in the world your eyes can ever set upon."
i have to totally agree with her statement or her one liner quote. its like the most unglam thing when ur sleeping but yet if you have seen the same unglam face in the ones you love, the only word that can come across your mind is wao..so beautiful. what a sight to behold even if the significant other can be drooling off ur fav pillow or snatch ur fav bolster. the marble eyes in the morning are so hilarious that come to think of it, i'd still smile when i think back of those times. i rmb when i fell alseep the last time quite awhile ago, that person asked me, eh why were u smiling in ur sleep? im like uhh i did? actually i didnt tell tt person but i dreamt of that person in my sleep.. just right before i got up n saw tt person staring straight into my face n peering into my face like i have cartoon network broadcasting in my HUGE pores.. hahaha.. those were the times..
You're my past, my future My all, my everything My laughs, my frowns My ups, my downs When I think of love, I think of you Looking at you while you're sleeping here beside me Oh, mere words can't explain the love I have inside The feeling in my soul, heart and mind The sweetest thing is what you are From you I'll never be too far, Please say forever you will stay beside me
7:08 PM In the words of jo
Monday, May 01, 2006
took out the song in my blog. it has stupid virus or smtg.. so sad.. i love tt song.. okaye 19 days to IP exams... wish me luck:)
this note is for you: i dont really know what really happen, but i hope you will cheer up okaye? you can count on me to be on ur side, no such hate clubs for me. but to all those pple to do hate you let them be alright? i told you i will be the exception just for you cos i see the angel in you so i refuse to listen to any version of their story or why they hate you. i dont really care. ha.
this song lyrics just for you
So you think you've got it all figured out Well you know you can't make it alone Everbody needs somebody to help them out And you know I could be that someone And if you ever get lost on life's highway Don't know where to go There's just one thing that I want you to know
I am here for you, always here for you When you need a shoulder to cry on Someone to rely on, I am here for you So you think that love is long overdue Tired of looking for someone to care Let me tell you know the choice is up to you But you know I will always be there
I am here for you, always here for you When you're needin` someone to hold you Remember I told you I am here for you, I am here for you So now you've got it all figured out And you know you've found someone that cares And if you ever need somebody to help you out Well you know I will always be there And if you ever get lost on life's highway Don't know where to go There's just one thing that I want you to know
Remember I told you I am here for you, I am here for you
10:37 PM In the words of jo
Sunday, April 30, 2006
i must thank jem for all the nice songs she intro me. so thanks jem.. hehehe...
You know where I've come from, You know my story, You know why Im standing here, tonight. Please dont go, dont be in a hurry, Im here to make it clear, make it right. Well I know ive acted foolish, but I promise you, no more. Ive finally found that something, worth reaching for.
I'm not here to say I'm sorry, I'm not here to lie to you. I'm here to say I'm ready, that I've finally thought it through. Im not here to let your love go, Im not giving up oh no. I'm here to win your heart and soul. Thats my goal
Please dont go, you know that I need you. I cant breath without you, live without you, be without you. Well I no i've acted foolish but I promise you no more, no more .
Well I wont stop believing that we will be leaving together. So when I say I love you I mean it for ever and ever, ever and ever.
I'm here to win your heart and soul. Yes i'm here to win your heart and soul. Thats my goal..................
