Jem.Jo.Audrey- Jehovah Jireh Always. (God my provider, always)
sorry for yesterday's slipshod photos. was so darn tired. here's the proper link abv. go look! and tag my board! work was fucking stressful towards late afternoon i became ultra grouchy and totally concentrate on finishing up my work. only manage to do so ard 7plus which was so grrrrrr cos bro interrupted by calling my hp when i was trying hard to figure with the foreign system. i ended up being the last one to finish. all the land law is coming back to haunt me, esp when i hated it so much. but the pay's good so i aint complaining.
Sometimes when you want something so badly, ur heart aches as well. you fall on ur knees and pray the most sincere prayer with tears streaming down ur face so painfully slow. u feel it drench ur broken and down trodden face. yet you keep silent n pray and speak to no one about your pain because it is the only way you can grow emotionally and learn to take blows after blows after blows. what amazes you more is that even ur shredded heart seem to emote and feel pangs of pain. the yearn to be loved becomes so strong but yet you remain resilent n be patient to listen to His great plans for you. you know its for the best and that in the same way thats how you grew. but.. you seem to be fading as the days go by till you numb yourself with work..
But things will be fine soon, my angel, carry me home soon, the journey seems too long and im tired..someday i'll know why i wasnt meant for you.
i dont mind spending everyday, out on ur corner in the pouring rain, look for the girl with a broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile, she will be loved.
