On mc again. whats new?
frantically finding for jobs online and sending resumes to every legal recruitment agency that comes to mind. Pretty desperate to get out of here. im pretty much a liability anyway, in every sense of the word in fact. its comforting to be around familiar surroundings. but the idea of faltering back into the monotonous lifestyle before irks me. i have no reason to stay but yet not big enough a reason to go. it was sheer insanity on my part to justify certain warped reasons in my head at that time. there was never a sound excuse, i just invented one. now there can never be a valid reason why i shd regret since the opportunity was handed to me on a silver platter, i just choose not to accept it with open arms.
basically, i created every single mess or misery im facing now.
only solace? i face it head on. good for me.
If I told you, you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular?Labels: it is not what it seem to be.
