is there ever a justified reason if u get swayed by someone when u are waiting for someone else? does that come under the catergory of being insincere? or does it count as cheating? so wld u say the other person is ur fling or someone you can seriously move on with?
i know what i want, i do. i just dont know what it takes to achieve it. hey you, did you feel something yst, cos i told you i miss you. my heart bled n tears flowed when i say those words yst. could you hear me? if dreams do exist, i dreamt i held your hands the way we used to and when i kissed u, u responded. but am i now your forgotten dream?
but its true, whatever i do, i must not give myself away, even tho i know i cld lose a chance with you all i know what u ustd the things that i just cldnt say, and forever now, I feel you know me too
if we had another chance, my song for u wld have been i will follow you into the dark.
4:59 PM In the words of jo
Thursday, April 12, 2007
the ring which i have gives me strength everytime i miss you. i look at it and i wear it, it provides a sense of inner comfort that i have smtg tangible to hold on to.
maybe you dont really want to deal with this anymore, maybe you're so busy that you dont have time for this nonsense anymore. could u stop for a minute and tell me if u want this to all end. i wish i cld hold you again .
why i never want to come home was because i know i have to deal with so many interference. a friend ask me if i know what i want, and yes i do. and she said since i know what i want, i must stick to it. i told her, its not abt me sticking to it. its about knowing there's a just cause n some hope to stick to it.
i cld tell u i have changed but u wouldnt believe it . i cld tell u why i made u confused but ur too far away to want to listen to me. if i told u i realised aft you left that it was a mistake and it made me more determin to be patient and understanding so that we could work things out n i was willing to win you back no matter how hard it wld take, would u have let me??
it was nice when ur fingers interwined with mine, it was nice our hands fit so fucking well. now it wld be nice if we cld walk back to one another again. slowly .. really slowly..
as of now.. let it be .. let it be...
You never thought I’ll say to you All the things you’ve always want me to I never seem to get things right But I’ll make it up to you
Some things are better left unsaid And sometimes I can’t explain at all I don’t know how to make amends Or was I ever wrong before
No matter where you are I’ll have a part of you
10:41 AM In the words of jo
Monday, April 09, 2007
first day at work. currently in the office, super bored due to the enormous load of reading i have to do to equip myself with the company's informations. thank god for laptops.. with it , i have the ability to kill the boredom by half. hahaha
and.. another major trouble, everyone communicates in chinese. at this rate, im the only very 'kan tang" person over here due to my very ineffective n non-fluent chinese. so im dead. so far i have two friends. girls. yeah whats new. hahah but super nice people n very bad influence. hahah
went to snoop ard pple's blog and i did some imagine visual dna..
this is what they said abt me with regards to my ideals on love.. personality : love: nice and cheesy. (hl will nod her head vigorously on tt) "you're an old fashioned romantic,flowers chocolates and romantic walks are the ways to ur heart. when u think of freedom, you think of love. the comfort of being loved makes you feel free with your thoughts and words. - you're a love bug. "
all's true except flowers n chocs.. unless its a daisy flower. hahahaha .. no chocs. i like sweets.
- if you cld give me one last chance, to enter into ur life again, i will never take u for granted or chastise you for things which aint your fault to begin with, instead i will grow with you and find the path tt leads us back to where happiness betwn us began... if if if. -
