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Everything Forbidden Becomes Desirable......

Joanne Nicole Wee
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Verbal Diarrhoea

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The others

Jem
Jon
VaL
Nim
Audrey

Frozen in time



Friday, July 27, 2007

And i wonder...Are you thinkin of me?
'Cause i'm thinkin of you.


Te quiero ,Mi amor


Don’t know what you’re thinking
To me it seems quite tough
To hold a conversation
When words are not enough

Even if you want to go alone
I will still love you when tomorrow comes
When you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain

Complicated Heart - Michael Learns To Rock



And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way

Sway - Bic Runga

Here i am, so alone
and there's nothing in this world i can do
Untill you're back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Untill you're back here baby yeh
There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i can't.... let you go

Back here - BBmak


I’m on the floor
Counting one minute more
No one to break the silence

Staring into the night
All alone but that’s alright
It’s the feeling deep inside I don’t like

Breaking My Heart - Michael Learns To Rock


Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (We lost it)
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

My happy ending - Avril Lavingne


No more talk
of darkness,
Forget these
wide-eyed fears.
I'm here,
nothing can harm you -
my words will
warm and calm you.
Let me be
your freedom,
let daylight
dry -your tears.
I'm here,
with you, beside you,
to guard you
and to guide you . . .
Say you love me
every
waking moment,
turn my head
with talk of summertime . . .

Say you need me
with you,
now and always . . .
promise me that all
you say is true -
that's all I ask
of you . . .

Let me be
your shelter,
let me
be your light.
You're safe:
No-one will find you
your fears are
far behind you . . .
All I want
is freedom,
a world with
no more night . . .
and you
always beside me
to hold me
and to hide me . . .
Then say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
Iet me lead you
from your solitude . . .

Say you need me
with you
here, beside you . . .
anywhere you go,
let me go too -
that's all I ask
of you . . .

Say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
say the word
and I will follow you . . .

Share each day with
me, each
night, each morning . . .

Say you love me . . .

You know I do . . .

Love me -
that's all I ask
of you . . .

Anywhere you go
let me go too . . .
Love me -
that's all I ask
of you . .

All i ask of you -Phantom of the opera



To tell the truth you know I've been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen,
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need,
baby that's why.
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light,
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight,
You're the first and last thing on my mind,
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end now,
They'll just get stronger if I see you again,
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same,
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

You make me wanna - Blue




i looked out of my window today and told you im sorry i missed you.
i teared. pity... popped flu med, now im pretty drowsy..
goodbye world. time to retreat into my little shell ..
depressing songs do NOT help.. tsk.

11:11 PM
In the words of jo



Thursday, July 26, 2007

i really wonder if retribution exists.
if so, it sure hell aint doing much justice nowadays.

Been thinking alot lately, but cant seem to gather all my thoughts and pen it all down in one single entry. i carry everyone else' burden on my shoulder.i feel the need to be responsible with regards to everyone else' feelings. in the end, i forego dreams and obligations.

day in day out, i think of a certain individual.
think of the date of expiry.
never daring to ask for an extension period.
wondering when will i be able to be an outstanding individual
when can i be worth or viewed as enough
whether a certain someone thinks im such a bore
when will be the day where the "option" will remain close forever


my knuckles bare testimonies to the inner struggle.
my weak attempts at prayer seems to fall short.
injecting caffine into my system as a last resort proved futile.

only salvation?
the twenty something days left.
oh im so fucked.


I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard
I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I Will Remember You - Sarah McLachlan

11:30 AM
In the words of jo