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Everything Forbidden Becomes Desirable......

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Frozen in time



Thursday, May 08, 2008

The most wasted of all days is one without laughter



..and if my eyes reveal a stanchion of conflicting rebellions I learned from you to define myself through your denials. -audre lorde-


Sometimes its not really abt what you can provide for someone eternally, but rather what you can give presently are all that matters. thinking it may be the most logical reason coupled with good intentions which would enable a person to function better in the future may turn out to be destroying what little comfort or perfect joy a person may be grasping upon given the situation surrounding the individual. At times, the act of using logic falls short, because what someone needs will never be logic. because we dont need to rationalize to make things right. we need to listen to what is inside us to ascertain the best possbile alternative. using logic only hurt not just the individual but the hurt transends to the originator of logic as well. how good is a solution when the solution inflicts more pain than gratification on both sides. it causes not only confusion and disillusionment to both parties, it renders both side powerless to access any form of rectification. its leaves a trail of unsightly wounds which everyone will carefully avoid.
simply because it's too much work . .
too much work to get it patched back. . .
so in the process, the individual attempts (albeit desperately) to inflict more wounds to try and cover up the already gaping hole..




I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
if we walked away it would it make more sense
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try

4:23 PM
In the words of jo



Wednesday, May 07, 2008

我 不 敢 想 的 太 多

因 为 我 一 个 人

因 为 我 在 想 你

爱 我 别 走

如 果 你 说 你 不 爱 我

不 要 听 见 你 真 的 说 出 口

再 给 我 一 点 温 柔

爱 我 别 走.................

2:35 PM
In the words of jo



Tuesday, May 06, 2008

when a toy is new, there's always a novelty about it.
probably like how a new phone works its magic on you.
once the novelty wears off, no amount of cajoling will ignite the same excitment as before.

then maybe i was a new toy.
now the novelty has worn off.
ouch.
darn.


In my heart is where I long for you
In my smile I search for you
Each time you turn and run away I cry inside
My silly way, just too young to know any more
In my world the devil dances and dares
To leave my soul just anywhere
Until I find peace in this world
I'll sing a song everywhere I can
Oh, please could you find the time
Sing A Song For You -Radiohead

9:09 AM
In the words of jo