sometimes i wonder if i deserve to have a happy ending like everyone else. of course it will be nice if im married with a kid and have a wonderful family. im always labelled as the rebellious one in the family. in fact probably taking into account all my cousins. in fact i think my degree is my only saving grace.
According to my mother, i -seldom if not hardly join them for most family gatherings -dont listen to her and got a tattoo -always come home late -dont dress up and be a proper girl -never think about my family issues first -prioritise my friends first -make her abit sad because she cant be a grandmother. -perpetually keep to myself when im home -hardly talk to her and its always on the phone or ungodly hours at home -treat my house like a hotel -choose to not treasure my family n cousins -torture her by not letting my terrapins go -cause her to always attend mass alone -make her feel lonely
am i really that bad?? i'm trying.. i have issues i guess. alot of issues.. if i had it my way..things wld be different. i wish......
so much for my happy ending...
5:28 PM In the words of jo
It's 1045 and i seem to have no intention of starting work. hee. not good esp when i have Mount Fuji to conquer. my hair is in a terrible need of a trim. as in the words of pooja.. "jo WTF is with the hair?SUCKS LA!but you finally look like a girl" -_-.. seriously.. thanks pooja for the UNNECESSARY COMMENT.
the movie "sex and the city" will be out on wednesday!! me and felicia were contemplating taking half day on wednesday just so we can watch. i think we are very lazy.. ayah i have nothing to blog about... when i think of something later i will update...
shall now tackle this mother thick file... !@#$%^&*((@%*%#!%&$ dont ustd why people around me can be so free with no work to do XX can SLEEP blatantly, flips thru the newspapers as though XX is the CEO, go for breakfast breaks and teabreaks like its XX's father's company. and i get piled with all the work. seriously.....
my fellow office neighbour has return from some court shit.. time to irritate her
-squiggles off-
p/s: can i also add that not only the person in my office sleeps and read papers, XX eats pple's food. XX can be quite a beggar, XX pounces on pple's food as if XX hasnt eaten for days, XX rummages pple's cube and pantry for snacks, sweets, even shit if shit was edible.XX is a mother miser and XX eats leftovers so if anyone has unwanted food, feel free to send it to my office. i will distribute to the african child. but of course, i will add some laxative for entertainment purposes. but that being said, please help the less fortunate child, XX seems so desperate for food that XX has to purposely sit in people's cube pretending to start a converation but XX was actually eye-ing on pple's breakfast. but dont worry XX doesnt steal my food simply because i have the dont-fucking-touch-my-food-or-i-will-break-ur-neck face. XX targets nice pple and bully them, XX will do anything for food and money even if that means begging like a dog. XX doesnt have pride and dignity when it comes to freebies. XX will eat anything you wish to discard. so please, have a heart, send some laxative ingested food for XX. XX needs your help. oh and XX will be your toilet partner anytime of the day as well.. what a steal!!!!!
Darling, your brow is wet You've got a fever Darling, rest your head I'll make you a believer Baby come away from the window I don't want you to see it But your curiosity Took you by the arm Make sure You take me with you When you go Into the unknown Sick- Sam Sparro
