m'aimer pour qui je suis

Friday, October 09, 2009

The room has been revamped..

Bro was impressed i could think of something to do with this frame. I is liking the plane!

The 3 animals who were hand picked to sleep with me *haha*

All these are made possible by Recruit C K Wee.

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
Guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

10:46 AM
In the words of jo

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

So here i am on my bed, clad in nice wittle boxers, crummy t-shirt, explosive hair & sipping coffee while attempting to do work. This is the life i tell you. H1N1 split team exercise, how i love thee.

Yesterday we recap as to events as they unfold before our eyes, we search for a reasonable reason for such an unreasonable behaviour, we worried for about a good 10mins over what could happen to my lumpy neck, you teared over the loss of something dear to you, and we laughed our ass off over bejeweled and how you have fantastic strategy just before u doze off just as the game started.

And then there's you as well, we dont meet fairly often, but when we do, we pour our hearts or at least most of it to each other, we share our worries, our insecurities our LE & BE, we discuss about how frustrating it can be when people dont respond the way we wish to, and we talked and talked and talked. yes we will go batam, cept, how am i going to face u butt naked on the spa bed. disturbing thought eh?

And then there's you, the one whom i can talk and talk and talk and talk till 2am in the morning while u complain to me jie i need to sleep and i conveniently IGNORE you and continue talking. I think im going to be deprived for the next 2 weeks...

And then there's you, we talked about weird things and by things i mean people, and by people i mean a person. It's funny how people get fascinated by who i am, what i do, and why i exist. I find it fascinating, so the next time it happens, i work in a sex shop and im a sales girl who sells weird kinky sex toys to fulfill the needs of the society. thank you for coming(: and not only that, we can laugh at other people's expense, mean i know, but can't help it when you've got that hips-dont-lie-meets-saturday-night-fever THRUST. gotta love it somehow eh.

So to you, you, you and you, thank you for always making me laugh, and smile and making the world seem like a way nicer place to live in simply because you, you, you and you are in it.

Cos I know a place where the sun is always shining
And I won't forget the face
The one that's gonna keep me smiling
You're like candy in the sun
You're my angel on the run
You're like candy in the sun

10:45 AM
In the words of jo

Sunday, October 04, 2009

i exist without the value of existence

updates!

The body decided to declare war 4 days ago and i have been ingesting flu pills, muscle relaxants, anitbiotics, and tranquilizers in a desperate attempt to keep the flu in check and hoping that menacning lump on my neck would go down. but now, nothing is working and the only thing these pills are doing to my body is impairing my psychomotor skills. I have been stumbling around the house and my brain is more or less dulled to a large extent.

The only other problem i have been experiencing is an overactive brain? i keep dreaming and it is not your usual oh i had a nice dream. These dreams are always dreamt at high speed, it zips pass my brain, somewhat like a film that is being fast forwarded. And i end up feeling wayyyy more tired even though i slept at like 10pm? Doc said im suffering from emotional stress since i had difficulty breathing and parts of my body became numb. So hence the tranquilizer. I sound like a lunatic ape on the loose. But lets hope it does some good.

Oh and doc said i can try this cocktail of medication: muscle relaxant, tranquilizer, flu meds & the trusty antibiotics. sounds like fun! ^_^!

Chasing love in front of us &
Never catching up,
Never looking behind,
To see who might be offering it,
until it was too late

10:49 PM
In the words of jo