If people must know something about me, it is the fact that i don't like to share certain possessions that i own. Well, clothes/shoes/belt/hair products/cologne ain't counted since my mother uses them and i really don't mind it one bit unless it is one of those limited edition tee which i bought when i was overseas and it cannot be replaced. But the mother takes it the wrong way and we had a vanderful cold war of sorts for 3 days last week. I bleed myself dry for my family, really. or at least i try my very darnest to.
That aside, i generally do not like to share. i get pretty vindictive when i have to.and i will resent it. and when i resent something i remember and when i remember i bear grudges and when i bear grudges i will use it against you when you least expect it. and that is why my occupation is as such.
It takes very little for me to trust someone and when that trust is broken, it takes forever or never for me to trust that someone again. I could tell you upfront, yeah i do trust you, but all that jive that's coming out of my mouth are words, words which carries no weight. I can take alot of shit, really, but when that shit turns into a lump of dung, like elephant size, i will explode. And it sure aint pretty when i do.
So! don't ever ever ever be in that situation, well not with me at least. And im not talking about the goose or the cow. That wasnt what this entry is for. Don't know what i'm talking about? issssalright (okay! it's alright). not meant to be anyway...
ANYWAYS!
Work has been KRAZY! like insane! woo! but i'm alright most of the time because i have what we call a constant reminder reminding me that work comes first. It is almost scary because it rings & echoes in my head. -inserts valid nagging here- and my birthday is but a month away!im gona come up with a list of what i should buy for myself on my birthday. i reckon a new watch/shoes/shirt/ring/new mobile phone/CAR! i don't know. it shall be a quiet affair. i might even go for a massage on my birthday!yay! we shall see. it is but 39 days away.. i have other stuff to think about for now..
Before i head off to some funkay party at Boat Quay with Jem, i shall finish up this piece of work.. oh yes i shall because.. -inserts valid nagging here- see, it rings in my head and no im not insane. yet.
You're always in my heart From early in the mornin' till it's dark I gotta see your sweet, sweet smile everyday And if I'm all strung out You're the only one who can straighten me out I gotta see your sweet, sweet smile everyday
